Thursday, April 19, 2012

Been away

I have been to AB and back... and the only thing I left behind was our car.  Yep! our car died about an hour and a half from home.  The motor fried... no warning... just done.

No excuses, no nothing.. I ate stupidly, felt crappy and now I am moving on.   I didn't even weigh in yesterday at WW.  I skipped it. 
I guess I am just not serious enough about this.  Can't find my mojo.  still suffering from burnout?  I don't know.. but nothing more to explain.  Didn't do it.. plain and simple.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

It's me again

I have spent most of the day beating myself up so thought I should come here and talk about it. I've got the same old story about wanting to get my weight down... I had a deadline and everything. Do you think I can Get myself to do it? I am so mad at myself and yet I don't have the energy To organize and plan. Just thinking about it makes me incredibly tired. I wish I could find that energy and meal creativity again. Nothing in the food department interests me and Exercise is certainly not on my priority list when it exhausts me. I seriously over ate tonight and feel very gross for it. I think tomorrow I'm going to forget about the past (was nearly at goal in 2007) and Get out my books, drink a glass of water and start from the beginning. I was just given a new weight record book at WW and that is another reason why I should start a new beginning. Who is with me on this? I am still determined to get weight off by my sons grad in June! Any takers of support? I know there is a few of u that read this blog and even some of u I may not know. Time to make yourself known. Drop me a line in the comment box...