Today I went to weigh in. Honestly it was not on the top of my list. My Mom gave the push and I showed up. First up, it was my free week. I had forgotten about that. Then I lost 0.5 pounds. Hurrah? I don't feel that way. In my opinion, next week will Be up again. I'm having a hard time with the up and down. I work hard and it goes down in tiny increments. I'm ok with that. But when I continue to work hard and it leaps up and destroys my small victories.... That is when I get feeling very defeated.
I continually look back at 2007 when I was 10 lbs away from goal and wonder what the heck happened.
I really want to be close to goal for our 25 wedding anniversary but that goal seems to be fading into a foggy dream.
Maybe I am going about it all wrong. It doesn't help when I eat I get seriously bloated, have pain and get nasty acid reflux. My digestive system seems to be seriously screwed up. Probably a large part of my problem.
This morning this post was going to be titled "Last Post". I was going to shut down this blog along with "trying" to continue this WL. journey. I'm told " be happy with who you are and what you look like". So I was thinking this blog is not necessary when I need to accept me for me and others don't need to read my whining.
I am seriously thinking of terminating this blog as it seems to only be a complaints outlet. Once again I'm not feeling very positive.
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Time for an update!
Hidey Ho!
Yes, I have been hiding lately LOL Not really intentionally but for the most part just knowing I am not as bouncy (um maybe a bad choice in a word haha) about keeping track of things.
Diligence hasn't been in my vocab of late but I am drifting along, somewhat maintaining.
Yes, I am happy with that but I still have my anniversary focus in the back of my mind.
I also have some ideas of cutting back on some of my voluntary jobs that I do so I can focus on my home stuff and be more organized in the food area.
I just got over a Sheep Fleece Show and Sale and I am now neck deep in a Dairy Awards Banquet. Oh and on the same weekend I have a vendor table at an Artisan Sale... that doesn't include working at home and on our farm. Yeah, I am feeling the need to slow down some more and spending some time on "me". Not fanatically, but just getting into more of a routine.
Not much to say - just thought I would touch base. I did gain a tad (0.5lbs) over the past 2 weeks which I don't think is bad at all considering my eating habits.
Gotta get more water in... maybe write it on my forehead so I remember!
Have a good one!
Yes, I have been hiding lately LOL Not really intentionally but for the most part just knowing I am not as bouncy (um maybe a bad choice in a word haha) about keeping track of things.
Diligence hasn't been in my vocab of late but I am drifting along, somewhat maintaining.
Yes, I am happy with that but I still have my anniversary focus in the back of my mind.
I also have some ideas of cutting back on some of my voluntary jobs that I do so I can focus on my home stuff and be more organized in the food area.
I just got over a Sheep Fleece Show and Sale and I am now neck deep in a Dairy Awards Banquet. Oh and on the same weekend I have a vendor table at an Artisan Sale... that doesn't include working at home and on our farm. Yeah, I am feeling the need to slow down some more and spending some time on "me". Not fanatically, but just getting into more of a routine.
Not much to say - just thought I would touch base. I did gain a tad (0.5lbs) over the past 2 weeks which I don't think is bad at all considering my eating habits.
Gotta get more water in... maybe write it on my forehead so I remember!
Have a good one!
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