oh wait, I said I was going to be positive on these posts... well I am positively right that I have gained another 2 lbs.
With my son having a dirt bike accident last friday and in and out of dr's appts and ER... then yesterday I started a nasty stress headache that has continued into today...
The gals at my ww meeting were so sweet and made excuses for me. Problem is I am all out of excuses - its just plain ol' bad eating and not drinking enough. I have said I was going to go get groceries for the past 5 days... haven't done it yet. Honestly I don't feel like doing it - along with not feeling like doing many things.
I am looking for that spark - that energy - that get up and go - that organization - where the heck did it go?
I know WHAT I have to do - I just can't seem to find the energy to do it. Someone mentioned to me today "chronic fatigue". I am beginning to feel that way but I dislike it very much. I want to be that go-getter where I get lots of stuff done in a day and you can actually notice it!
I used to keep house, work, help in the barn, fields, can, watch my kids, etc etc... now I can barely get my dishes and laundry done, a bit of paperwork and I am exhausted and sleep like a baby (unless my cats are fighting over my side of the bed).
I just don't get it .
Well, now that I have that all out - here's to plugging away at another week.
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