Well, I was all gung ho 7 weeks ago to take off 10 lbs... it never happened... I am actually heavier than I was when I started... I am SO not surprised.
I have had major highs and lows (emotions) over this time and finally bit the bullet yesterday and bought some clothes that fit me... yep fat clothes.
I am thinking I should listen to my hubby next time he says "should you be getting rid of those?" I took offense when he said that but he is right... he is always right.
I did write down on a card at WW that I would lose 10 lbs by the end of summer... they will be checking on us to see if we kept our word on our goal sheet. Every one's goal is different - mine just so happened to be losing some weight.
This morning I woke up and decided to TRY and stay on program... I tracked my breakfast... but now I am struggling to figure out what I am going to make for lunch *sigh* I want easy - grab and go - but that is impossible if you want to eat healthy.
I even went on pinterest and looked up healthy stuff... yoga stretching, toning, eating healthy etc.. I am great at reading just not doing.
Addicted? Lazy? I guess that is why I am here, at this stage AGAIN.
I have many things I should be doing - but I avoid - I have become the "lady of avoidance".
Its starting to tick me off and yet I am still not doing anything about it.
That goes for all things not just eating and exercise. I have no structure... I know what it is like to be burned out and I don't want to be there again - I have swung the pendulum the other way and I don't like it so much anymore but I can't seem to stop the spiral slope.
Well, hubby is waiting for me to bring his lunch to the field shortly so I better get this butt of mine in gear... at least I will get one thing done today.
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