Today was WI. I went expecting nothing - I wouldn't be shocked if I went up again and I would take it if I went down.
Well, today I went down 1.4 I figure factoring all my weeks history -okay I deserve that.
No hooplah - no, you did wonderful cause I am so used to the yo-yo.
I went to the dr yesterday and I think he FINALLY got it. I went down the list of symptoms I have that seem to be getting worse and he agreed I am classical "by the book" now. Apparently before I didn't follow word for word from the medical book so it just couldn't be a whacky thyroid. I am once again going for a raft of blood work but this time he threw in an extra couple of tests... one for fasting blood sugar and the other for a stool sample. He wants to check for blood. I can tell you the last two are going to come back normal as usual. I find as long as I am within the normal range be it high on the range or low on the range the dr considers it normal so he doesn't do a darn thing about anything.
I don't have high hopes as you can tell - here's to the medical roller coaster. I am just along for the ride.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
A downer
oh wait, I said I was going to be positive on these posts... well I am positively right that I have gained another 2 lbs.
With my son having a dirt bike accident last friday and in and out of dr's appts and ER... then yesterday I started a nasty stress headache that has continued into today...
The gals at my ww meeting were so sweet and made excuses for me. Problem is I am all out of excuses - its just plain ol' bad eating and not drinking enough. I have said I was going to go get groceries for the past 5 days... haven't done it yet. Honestly I don't feel like doing it - along with not feeling like doing many things.
I am looking for that spark - that energy - that get up and go - that organization - where the heck did it go?
I know WHAT I have to do - I just can't seem to find the energy to do it. Someone mentioned to me today "chronic fatigue". I am beginning to feel that way but I dislike it very much. I want to be that go-getter where I get lots of stuff done in a day and you can actually notice it!
I used to keep house, work, help in the barn, fields, can, watch my kids, etc etc... now I can barely get my dishes and laundry done, a bit of paperwork and I am exhausted and sleep like a baby (unless my cats are fighting over my side of the bed).
I just don't get it .
Well, now that I have that all out - here's to plugging away at another week.
With my son having a dirt bike accident last friday and in and out of dr's appts and ER... then yesterday I started a nasty stress headache that has continued into today...
The gals at my ww meeting were so sweet and made excuses for me. Problem is I am all out of excuses - its just plain ol' bad eating and not drinking enough. I have said I was going to go get groceries for the past 5 days... haven't done it yet. Honestly I don't feel like doing it - along with not feeling like doing many things.
I am looking for that spark - that energy - that get up and go - that organization - where the heck did it go?
I know WHAT I have to do - I just can't seem to find the energy to do it. Someone mentioned to me today "chronic fatigue". I am beginning to feel that way but I dislike it very much. I want to be that go-getter where I get lots of stuff done in a day and you can actually notice it!
I used to keep house, work, help in the barn, fields, can, watch my kids, etc etc... now I can barely get my dishes and laundry done, a bit of paperwork and I am exhausted and sleep like a baby (unless my cats are fighting over my side of the bed).
I just don't get it .
Well, now that I have that all out - here's to plugging away at another week.
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