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I am finding titles to my blog posts very repititious... so for a loss of words and repeating myself I have left it up to you to decide.

Thank  you to those who sent me kind words after my last post.  Although I do get frustrated, deep down I know I will continue the struggle - cause if I don't, god only knows how much weight I would gain!   At least now, although not at a healthy weight for me I am maintaining within 5 lbs.

On a very positive note, My mom has been doing very well.  She has broke through that 180 mark and staying below.  She struggled for some time due to food that has been served in the home she lives.  Everyone has thier cooking night but the family members love thier bacon, full cream, whip cream, icecream, cakes, potatoes and cooking with a lot of fat.   Fat isn't a bad thing but in high quantities, not so good.   My mom has a hard time saying no... and when you live in the same house it is nice to have cooking nights off but it truly backfires.   Especially since my mom has a lot of allergies to different foods and many times she would eat them so she didn't have to cause friction or just tired of explaining herself. 
Its hard to stay on program (no matter what program you may be on) when no one understands what should be along with your strengths and weaknesses. 

It does take work - and I am the worlds biggest procrastinator and seem to be getting worse as I get older.   I always say "tomorrow" but we all know tomorrow never comes. 

So what am I doing about today?  I have started off on a bad foot already - missed breakfast and am making turkey bacon, hashbrowns, eggs and fruit for lunch.  
I haven't had anything to drink yet today... yah, need to get my planning cap on.

One thing that has me baffled... I have been having a lot of acid reflux at night over the past week and yet last night after my birthday dinner of eating foods I was completely prepared to douse myself with Tums after...  I slept like a baby and never had anything close to a tummy ache.  That was with no Tums taken.  weird...

My body really confuses me! LOL

Time to bring the heavy machinery in and grade my road so its a little smoother.