Thursday, February 25, 2010

Not so good but I'll take it

WI this week wasn't fun - one because I had a bad week food wise and two I gained a little over 2 lbs.  Yeah, not happy.  I have fallen into a pretty good grumpy depression.  I had to get a grip and get my water in - that I am finding, is very hard.  Having to drink 3-4 litres a day...and keep track - I guess I am getting tired of the "discipline".  Getting bored with the food - I am not a cook - I hate cooking - I like fast... with my food plan I can't be fast - everything has to be made from scratch.  There are things I have to eat that my family won't so I am making more than one meal at a meal time.  It is a whole new way of eating and cooking... and when one wishes someone else would take over the meal planning, cooking, dishes... yeah I seem to be fighting this whole thing... I know it has done me a world of good but it is a lot of work and planning.  I have to get my mind set on doing this and stop sabatouging myself - my feelings are real but I have to fight to stay positive.
I'll do it... its taking longer than I would like... but I will get there.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

This seems to be te recouring theme in alot of blogs these days! (mine included...) I think we are getting tired of winter and needing more sunshine and summer! ☺
Not long now! I started watcing 10lb boot camp and xweighted for new inspiration and ideas to get me thru til I can walk outdoors again! (maybe i should come to yours for some great outdoor walking !)